To be honest, death used to be a distant thought for me, too busy facing the everyday challenges of life.
Death was no longer just a distant thought, but an overwhelming reality that radically changed my life.
These encounters with death tore a deep hole in my heart and forced me to take a fundamentally new look at myself and my life.
My journey through life is like a kaleidoscope of light and shadow, filled with moments of joy and times of deep loss. Even as a child, loss appeared as an uninvited guest, forever changing my world.
The greatest shock came when I lost my best friend—a irreplaceable confidant whose joy, understanding, and support constantly enriched my life. When he suddenly passed away at just 39, a part of me died with him. At the same time, I was joyfully expecting my first daughter. This should have been a balm for my soul, yet she came into a world that felt shattered to me.
When my beautiful daughter was born, that joy turned into a sea of fear, uncertainty, and doubt, as her life was shadowed by a severe illness called “Canavan Disease.” This degenerative condition stole the carefree childhood she deserved. Not only did the light in her eyes fade as she gradually went completely blind, but her life was also clouded by a reality filled with pain, suffering, and helplessness. I had to witness how the disease drained her life away, until all that remained was a shadow of her former self.
photographer: Anita Krüger @lichtecht_bilderreich
In this whirlwind of grief, my second daughter came into the world. Yet, in just a few short hours, I had to let her go as well. Unexpectedly, she too was sent to earth with the same fate. I held her in my arms for only a few precious hours before she left me again. And before I knew it, about a year later, I lost my first daughter as well. She succumbed to the effects of her illness—a heartache that words can barely describe.
More farewells and pain followed, as year after year, death took more loved ones from me. After experiencing the unspeakable grief of losing my beloved daughters and best friend, I sank into a sea of pain and hopelessness. The meaning of life seemed lost, and the future overwhelming in its darkness. Yet, a small glimmer of hope during this difficult time led me on a remarkable path of grief recovery.
This journey not only opened doors to a new, hopeful life but also encouraged me to share my experiences and the method I developed with others. For seven years now, I have successfully guided people through their deepest crises using the same approach that helped me rise from despair.
Life, however, presented me with more challenges—the discovery of my husband’s double life and my aunt’s suicide. These truths struck me like lightning, tearing me apart inside. Additional losses that deeply shook me and once again pulled the ground from beneath my feet.
But amid this storm of pain, frustration, and disappointment, I desperately searched for peace, tranquility, and a spark of new hope. My search led me on an unexpected journey. In the vibrant cities of Panama and Bogota, I found wonderful new homes that touch and ignite my soul. These places have given me a sense of freedom I had never experienced before.
The lively cultures and the warmth of the people are inexhaustible sources of inspiration for me. Every day is a new chapter filled with possibilities and discoveries, encouraging me to explore new horizons and move forward with courage.
These cities have turned my world upside down, paving the way for an exciting new path filled with hope and creativity. I am living a dream more vibrant and fulfilling than I ever imagined possible. In Panama and Bogota, I find healing and inspiration, discovering anew each day the treasures that so richly bless my life.
A healing environment combined with my valuable method, which I continue to use to face my daily challenges, unleashes tremendous inner strength within me and provides a solid foundation for a wonderful and fulfilling life.
I hope my story can inspire and guide you. It stands as a testament to the fact that we all possess the ability to rise again and again, to discover the beautiful facets of life.
I found a way with which I could process my grief without feeling overwhelmed and heavy but sustainably and quickly! The key was the Deep Impact Method.
photographer: Anita Krüger @lichtecht_bilderreich
Through coping with grief with the Deep Impact Method I got to know myself in the depths of my being. Today, I can draw the essence of all these experiences to pursue my passion. It is my passion to accompany people transform their grief and support them to achieve their pain-free and loving memory and show them how to start their path to a life worth living. For me it is the most beautiful and fulfilling experience I could ever imagine. This is exactly the reason why I get up every day in the morning!
The secret of the Deep Impact Method is the magic of special emotion processing that strengthens your abilities to come to terms with your feelings in a new way with which you can transform all your pain of loss and use the powerful energy of memory to create your new reality.
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